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There is something different.
Mathias isn't quite aware of it, although he feels it on some level, he feels brighter and better and just different. He can't name it, can't place it and, most importantly, he doesn't want to. Whatever is different, it isn't bad.
He's headed down the boardwalk with a bounce in his step and a grin on his face, feeling lighter than he has in some time. Nothing can bother him these days, nothing can so much as touch him and he thinks, if he has time, he'll go visit Webster. Maybe they can talk about Veronica, like Webster always wants to. There are stories to tell now, certainly, and Mathias feels like he's in the mood to do some real talking.
Walking along, heading nowhere in particular, he breathes in deeply, enjoying the scent of the jungle around him. Every time someone passes him, he smiles brightly and waves, calling a loud, cheerful, "Hello!" Some people look startled, although he can't begin to understand why, and others greet him in return, looking just as happy as he feels.
Just ahead, he spots a familiar face and he hurries, almost running. "Hey!" he shouts happily. "Hey, hi! It's so good to see you!"
Mathias isn't quite aware of it, although he feels it on some level, he feels brighter and better and just different. He can't name it, can't place it and, most importantly, he doesn't want to. Whatever is different, it isn't bad.
He's headed down the boardwalk with a bounce in his step and a grin on his face, feeling lighter than he has in some time. Nothing can bother him these days, nothing can so much as touch him and he thinks, if he has time, he'll go visit Webster. Maybe they can talk about Veronica, like Webster always wants to. There are stories to tell now, certainly, and Mathias feels like he's in the mood to do some real talking.
Walking along, heading nowhere in particular, he breathes in deeply, enjoying the scent of the jungle around him. Every time someone passes him, he smiles brightly and waves, calling a loud, cheerful, "Hello!" Some people look startled, although he can't begin to understand why, and others greet him in return, looking just as happy as he feels.
Just ahead, he spots a familiar face and he hurries, almost running. "Hey!" he shouts happily. "Hey, hi! It's so good to see you!"
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Date: 2009-04-22 02:16 am (UTC)Oh God, what must Veronica think?
She slipped out from under the sheets silently and crept from the room in her pajamas, changing hastily in the bathroom and making her way quietly into the kitchen to make herself some breakfast.
For an hour, she read quietly, alone in the rec room with the jukebox playing softly in the background. When it was time for some fresh air, she was dressed modestly, a towel and a bottle of sunscreen and a book stowed away in her bag, along with a bottle of water and a piece of fruit for later.
You could never be too prepared.
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Date: 2009-04-22 02:24 am (UTC)"Hi," he said, shoving his hands into his pockets and rocking back on his heels, mostly just looking pleased to be standing there with her. "Where are you going?"
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Date: 2009-04-22 02:30 am (UTC)"Mathias? Hi," she hesitated, wondering if she really wanted her peaceful afternoon interrupted, "I was going to go down to the waterfall. I thought it might be quiet there."
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Date: 2009-04-22 02:37 am (UTC)He's talking far more than he would on any other day, but he almost doesn't notice. It feels good, like some sort of wall has finally been taken down.
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Date: 2009-04-22 02:40 am (UTC)Was he always this chatty?
"You're sure Veronica wouldn't mind?"
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Date: 2009-04-22 02:46 am (UTC)Although, Stacy seems to be acting sort of weird today.
"Are you alright? Are you feeling sick? Perhaps we should not go to the waterfall. Maybe I should take you in to the clinic to see a doctor?"
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Date: 2009-04-22 02:50 am (UTC)For now, she decided it was best to just let it go.
"I'm fine," she assured him, arching a brow, "I could ask you the same thing, you know."
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Date: 2009-04-22 03:20 am (UTC)"I'm fine," he says, still looking confused. "Why wouldn't I be? I feel great, actually. Very good. Very..." He isn't sure the word he's looking for, so he just settles for offering Stacy another smile.
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Date: 2009-04-23 03:37 pm (UTC)"Come on, if you're coming," she said, brushing past him, and she would've been fine with whatever decision he made.
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Date: 2009-04-22 06:40 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-04-22 09:45 pm (UTC)"I was hoping I would see you, too," he admits. "Seeing you is probably the best part of my day."
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Date: 2009-04-24 02:51 am (UTC)After all, the minute she spotted him, didn't her day just brighten up? And it had been so bright already. Whatever weight had been on her shoulders before seems to have lifted so utterly, she simply can't care what caused it to begin with.
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Date: 2009-04-25 05:18 am (UTC)He isn't sure where this is all coming from, but it's the truth, and that's what counts. For some reason, he's just never been able to say it before, but now it feels right.
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Date: 2009-04-25 07:43 am (UTC)There's a part of her that's afraid that he'll think she's foolish, that her words are silly, and it's so difficult to pretend that isn't so. She doesn't like to think about things as dark as this, but the truth is right there and he ought to know it.
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Date: 2009-04-25 03:19 pm (UTC)"You're not like any other girl I know," he tells her. "Would you like to come for a walk with me? Webster says I should consider baking some cookies for you, but I think Webster just wants to get me laid and you should know, that's not my main priority at all. I just like spending time with you." Maybe that isn't something he needs to be sharing, now that he's thinking about it. But Webster did say it.
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Date: 2009-04-26 12:28 am (UTC)The reasons she holds herself at bay are numerous, but it would be awfully inappropriate to discuss them, she decides - unladylike and unsavory, and really, a bit too sad for such a bright day. All she wants is to be happy in his company, and it's soothing to hear him say the same.
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Date: 2009-04-26 03:13 am (UTC)"Webster likes me to tell him about you," he continues. "But I mostly keep things to myself. I'm not sure why I do that anymore. It seems very silly not to tell everyone just how much I like you."
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Date: 2009-04-27 09:58 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-04-28 02:49 am (UTC)"How are you?" he asks, then launches into the next bit of his speech without waiting for an answer. "I'm very well. I saw Veronica earlier, she's the best. I think she is definitely my girlfriend now, which should make you happy, right? You wanted her to be my friend, didn't you? I suspect you did."
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Date: 2009-04-28 03:01 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-04-28 03:16 am (UTC)"I just wanted to talk with you," he continues. "You always tell me that you would like me to tell you more things about Veronica and other things and I thought today might be a good day to share with you. Is it not? Is it a bad day? Who has been petting your hair?"
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Date: 2009-04-28 12:33 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-04-28 03:02 pm (UTC)And he lasts about three seconds.
"Veronica and I are going to have dinner with her father," he says, rushing on. "I'm a little nervous, I must admit, but I think he will like me. He was the IPD member who found me on the beach with Henrich's body, which I suspect may make the situation a little awkward, but it also may make him like me more, as he's seen me very upset. That makes me more sympathetic, ja? And I'm good to his daughter."
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Date: 2009-04-28 06:13 pm (UTC)"Deep breath, Mathias. Remember how I had to pull teeth to get things out of you? What changed?"
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Date: 2009-04-28 09:52 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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