Mathias

"Except that I started it off by... acting like a lunatic," he says with a shaky sigh. It isn't that he's worried about what Julie thinks of him, really. She'd made it perfectly clear that night that whatever he's dealing with, it doesn't bother her, but he hates that he's dealing with it at all.

"Do you think I'm going crazy?" he asks, looking at Neil. "Do you think there's something wrong with me?"